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mellowcandle
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my year in fic
Holy cheezits, I wrote 31 fics this year.


Stories for 2009

Total: 31

By Fandom:


Cardcaptor Sakura: 5 Total
A Good Wife, Sonomi/Fujitaka, 350 words
All Wet, Touya/Tomoyo, 800 words
Ring, Syaoran/Meiling, 150 words
I Love Irony, by Touya Kinomoto, Touya/Meiling, 200 words
Invincible, Syaoran, 137 words



Tales of the Abyss: 24 Total
Betrayal, Anise, Natalia, 200 words
Hidden, Anise, 700 words
Operation Vulnerable Guy, Guy/Natalia, 1345 words
Music Box, Guy/Natalia, 1560 words
A Woman's Touch, Guy/Natalia, 1000 words
Now, Guy, 100 words
Natalia and Mary, Guy, 100 words
What Would You Say, Guy/Natalia, 1335 words
I Know It When I See It, Anise, Tear, Natalia, 865 words
Perfection, Guy/Natalia, 1725 words
Green, Natalia, 200 words
Bittersweet, Natalia, Guy, 500 words
Out Here, Guy/Natalia, 1200 words
Pendants, Guy/Natalia, 800 words
Hopeless, Luke, 700 words
Shadow, Asch/Natalia, 300 words
A Proper Beginning, Guy/Natalia, 200 words
Flesh and Fantasy, Guy/Natalia, 450 words
Campfires and Company, Natalia, Guy, 700 words
Fireworks, Guy/Natalia, 100 words
Alternate, Natalia, Guy, 900 words
For This One Night, AschLuke/Natalia, 800 words
Queen, Natalia, 200 words
The Difference, Guy/Natalia, 1300 words


The Big Bang Theory: 1 Total
Pot and Kettle, Leonard/Penny, 175 words

Yotsuba to!: 1 Total
Yotsuba and T-shirt Girl, Koiwai/Asagi, 1285 words



Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted?

MORE. Good golly, I didn't realize I'd been so productive. I knew I was writing a lot here at the end, but going through and listing them all... wow. 31. I'm proud of myself for doing so much. On the other hand, I didn't work on a single one of my outstanding WIPs, because... I just can't get back into them. Last year I said I was going to take a break from CCS fic, and that I did. I still wrote a few things by request, but I had no desire to work on any of my old stuff. That's probably bad. But for everyone who wondered why I stopped writing.... Hell, no, I clearly didn't stop writing. I just wasn't writing anything you wanted to read.


What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January 2008?

I never thought I'd write anything for The Big Bang Theory. That was by request. Same with Yotsuba to!--if it hadn't been by request, I never would have done it. Whether they turned out, well, it was a good exercise for me, at any rate. Oh, and duh, Guy/Nat became my new obsession. I liked the hints in the game, but for some reason, it was the anime that made me go, okay, I have to write this, which is odd, because it's not like the anime gave anything new to go off of, except a bunch of two-shots.


What's your favorite story of the year? Not the most popular, but the one that makes you happiest?

I kinda love OVG. I think it's the most organic. Which is sad, because it was one of my first attempts, and it could be better. And I love IKIWISI. I'll say it again, I wish I could draw, because I'd love to put pictures to that (not the dirty parts--the girls' reactions). And Out Here I think has the most potential to be really good. It's rough, but there's something there.


Did you take any writing risks this year? (See above for unexpected pairings, etc.) What did you learn from them?

My biggest risk was my challenge to write 13 fics during the last four months of the year. I did it. Go me! I learned that if I set myself a reasonable goal, and I tell people "this is my goal", then by God, I'm going to reach it. I am a huge procrastinator, but I made myself do this. Yeah, I pushed it to the wire, but I did it.


Do you have any fanfic goals for the New Year?

I don't know yet. I probably should go back to one of my old WIPs, but I make no promises on that. It's been over five years, and I am so out of that headspace now. Every time someone asks me about them, I feel guilty, but you know what? This is my hobby. I do it for fun. I don't get paid. So when it stops being fun, I stop doing it. I don't think I've ever known any other hobby where people get on your case if after a few years, you want to try something new.


Most Fun:

Hopeless was fun. "It's like thinking about cheagles doing it!" I need to do more things like that, taking advantage of the interactions between the group. Same with IKIWISI. (Am I going to start calling that "icky-wizzy"?) And Perfection was fun, because, hello, PORN.


Most Disappointing:

Queen was disappointing if only because it was a lazy slap-dash fic written to get the "health" theme off my list. Really, Natalia's thoughts on her father's death should take more than 200 words. Oh, and Pendants. I really wanted to do a Meryl!Natalia AU, but it was too daunting, so I squeezed the idea into Pendants instead, along with reference to a Guy-Mary sibling fic I started but haven't finished. So it's disappointing that I never got back to that one. Oh, and Best Served Hot. That was going to be my revenge!Guy/Susanne fic. Why didn't I follow up on that idea? Then I thought about making it revenge!Guy/Natalia as a way of writing conflict between them, since most of their stuff is so fluffy and friendly. Okay, goals for next year? To explore those ideas and get something down.


Most Sexy and Best Sexy Moment:

Perfection. Come on, it's Guy/Nat porn. Who wouldn't love that? And WWYS has its moments. But I'm kinda surprised how much I liked the idea of AschLuke/Natalia in FTON. AL/N is something else I might think about exploring more.


Hardest to Write:

Almost everything. I know that's vague, but writing is hard for me. I love coming up with ideas, snippets of dialogue, but actually writing something in a coherent narrative is very hard. That's why I sometimes love doing these "three lines" memes and stuff. It gets the ideas going, lets me make a joke I can't resist, but without the difficulty of setting a scene and all that.


Most Unintentionally Telling:

Probably FTON. Who knew I had a thing for Asch? It's not that I do, but.... yeah, there's something kinda hot there, all that pent-up longing and frustration..... I originally wanted to explore that in Shadow, but it seemed out of place.









Tagging so I can find this next year. And, man, I hope all those links are right.

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Comments
cal_reflector From: cal_reflector Date: January 2nd, 2010 12:12 am (UTC) (Link)
Happy new years, and congratulations on a very, very productive year of writing.

Icky-Wizi was a good story. You should do a CCS version where some of the girls find one of Touya. If you're not going to do it, can I?
mellowcandle From: mellowcandle Date: January 2nd, 2010 03:37 pm (UTC) (Link)
Happy New Year! And thank you for being my reliable reader this last year. I really appreciate you sticking with me when I went off-script.

If you want to do a CCS version, please do. Just don't let Sakura see it. I can't imagine what it would do to that poor girl.
cal_reflector From: cal_reflector Date: January 2nd, 2010 03:58 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'll have to contrive a situation where all of Touya's girls (Tomoyo, Kaho, Nakuru, Meiling...) are in one place.

I can't imagine either, but it'd be wicked fun, right?
mellowcandle From: mellowcandle Date: January 2nd, 2010 04:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
I can't imagine either, but it'd be wicked fun, right?

And you say I'm twisted.
cal_reflector From: cal_reflector Date: January 2nd, 2010 04:24 pm (UTC) (Link)
You are. I distinctly remember being traumatized by this drabble you wrote where Meiling and Sakura and Tomoyo are shopping for Tomoyo's honeymoon with Touya. It involved a discussion about edible panties and interesting games.
mellowcandle From: mellowcandle Date: January 2nd, 2010 04:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
Was that more or less traumatizing than the time Touya dressed Tomoyo up like his dead mommy before sleeping with her?
cal_reflector From: cal_reflector Date: January 2nd, 2010 04:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
I thought we were discussing traumatization resulting from traumatizing poor Sakura.

Interestingly, that one was not so bad. For one, CLAMP has created some pretty twisted relationships, so it didn't seem like that much of a character stretch. Second, since you submitted the prompt of twisting our OTPs, I was mentally prepared to some degree.
mellowcandle From: mellowcandle Date: January 2nd, 2010 04:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yeah, poor Sakura. That's why Tomoyo needs Meiling--so she can talk to someone about Touya without Sakura's brain exploding.
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